VioletSkyBrokenHeart

I attempted to kill myself today... I Put the knife to my throat... i held it there... eyeliner stained tears streaming down my pale cheeks... and when I tried to move it... I dropped it... I dropped it and began shaking... I cried... hyperventilated.... and almost puked... I was so depressed I didnt go to school... and I puked after eating a yogurt this morning. the only thing i have had otherwise would be milk and soda... I have developed a migraine and havent had the will to crawl out of bed and take Excedrine Migraine... I have no will left any more... He left me... and had no explination. He told me that "He loved me at a time... but he

It seems everything is going wrong lately. Over the summer the death fo my Great Uncle occured. And just last Thursday my Grand-Father has died. And to tell you the truth, many songs recently remind me of him. We had to write a poem today in class, and I wrote one about him and my teacher read it aloud and everyone looked at me as if I were insane for having her read it. Well I am sure it was just a slight case of momentary euphoria from getting it off my shoulders for the split second I heard it from anything but my own brain. In my brain it sounded dead, but in her midn it sounded aspired. Aspiring, anything but the dead strings of lines an

Im not the type of person to cry oh so easily. And now that my grandfather has passed away i feel like shit because I didnt even cry when I found out. I just yelled at my mom to get out of my room. I was upset and I didnt want to show that but perhaps I did. And now all these people on DeviantArt are spamming me to all hell and getting the Deviations I have posted deleted. I just edited them. Jesus. Thats all. And then they throw a hissy as if its any better than the original which its not. i know, my art sucks, and so I edit. Thats a little passion of mine because I suck at fucking drawing. I know I have been told its good, but jesus, I thin